I'm sorry::~

I feel so useless

Hearing you cry and I cant do anything to help::~

I've wondered::~

Where did it go wrong~??

Where were the signs~??

How could we not forsee them~??

I feel its my fault::~

I should have warned you not to fully commit::~

now its too late::~

I dunno how to save you from this emotional mess::~

But now all I can do is to guide and accompany you to cross over::~

away from dis dark cloud of misery::~

back to where you were cheerful::~

They say its easier said than done::~

but if you cant even say it, then it'll be impossible::~

you're stronger than you think::~

I know you can do it::~

and you'll have backup too::~

Love advice::~ How to handle arguements 101

Chyi asked me:: If they (guyz) are wrong, why should we be so good to them~?
I said :: Cuz they dunno that they're wrong till you tell them that your heart's bleeding and that you're sick and tired of being the one maintaining the relationship::~
then when they feel bad (or not, cuz then they'll argue back and hurt our hearts SOMORE, in that case call your pals and stop communicating with them cuz it'll only make things WORSE, talk another day when you guyz start missing each other again or if he apologizes 1st)
well, if they do noe they're wrong and hopefully beg for forgiveness, dont hold your grudge too long, men dont have much patience, you'll just end up arguing::~
if they brush the problem off ::~ if you're right, commence the silent treatment::~ (it's emotional blackmail, they want your attention too::~)::~ borrow your frends' shoulders to cry on::~
if you're wrong, brush it off too::~ hence, solving the deadlock (shelve the problem)::~
If he commences the lots of scolding and threats treatment or the silent treatment and compromising just wont do::~ shut down (dont absorb the scolding and threats, they're NOT TRUE) depend on yur frends and family::~ if he's a man and he loves you, he'll ask you to go back to him & bear the responsibilities of maintaining your relationship::~ but if he's a coward and definitely has no qualifications to take care of you or the relationship (cuz he doesn't noe that ALL GIRLS NEED LOVE, CARE, SECURITY and SUPPORT) then why ARE YOU STILL MOPPING AROUND 4 HIM~??????????????????????????

Dont dictate How I should think or feel~!!!

Cuz you dun noe wad happened::~
and you don't own me::~
Its my mind and heart::~
Don't force me to feel or think otherwise::~

M-E-N

My opinion of them::~
Well, they think between their legs::~
have no clue about replying msgs::~
or replying calls 4 that matter::~
and if we're understanding enuf to allow them to throw tantrums occasionally::~
they take advantage::~
if we talk rationally::~
they'll shut down and say we nag too much::~
if we care too much::~
they'd say we're vry ma fan and treat it as a joke (just to save their ego)::~
we'd just smile and hope that he'll noe we cared::~
if they care too much, we absorb, feel vry happy and ensure that they get the msg that "we noe you care, we love you too.."::~
and if we react less exaggerated, they lao gai::~
say we dun care::~
and at the end of the day, we'd have to zhao them::~
I'm telling you::~
in relationships, we work harder than them::~
that's why we cry more::~
care more::~
and work hard to show them that we care more::~ (cuz they're emotionally blind, if you dont show them you care straight in their face, they won't notice it::~)
why cant it be the other way around~??
you men just take us for granted::~

I'm giving him till 9pm:~

If he still doesn't respond in any way::~
His house better be burning by now or I'm gonna do it myself::~

Simon -> London = heartbreak

Simon msg-ed me dis morning::~
told me he's going to London next year::~
then I reply-ed saying I dun understand::~
and it took him a few hours to reply me::~
with the same explanation::~
I'm going to London next year::~
I wuz like::~
yea..... i noe that, my english is fine tq
I jus wana noe why::~
I mean, doesn't he noe tha I'd be upset over the news::~?
and it would kill him to explain everything to me there and then~??
well, now i'd just have to stay upset all day::~
waiting to see if he bothers to explain and tell me wad happened~

Panic~??

I'm virtually scared::~
calling Simon later to tey* abit::~
Driving test tmr::~
ESL presentation on Tuesday::~(an i'm sooooo un-ready)
and Legals Draft on Friday::~(no interview / e-mail /... )
and the biggest worry:~
SIMON"S BDAY::~ Thursday~!!!
I'm soooooo packed~!!!!
Dunno wad to plan::~
(T^T)
save me~!!!!!
I feel like breaking down::~
all da stress is killing me::~