And there's my Rays of Hope::~

There are rough patches in life::~
Speed bumps as you may say::~
But after every bump,
I'd prefer to speed... again::~
That's my adrenaline rush::~
My happiness::~
My hopes::~

Revived after a storm::~
With you guiding my way::~
Removing me from the darkness::~
Providing me the colours I lack, to paint my future::~
Into a new chapter of my life::~
On every page, with you in it::~

Thank you so much::~
For not giving up::~

Love,
Mel

Distance of the heart::~

It’s been a rough week::~

Realizations happened::~

Truths told::~

Hearts broken::~

Tears poured over the truth and uncertainties::~

Baby, I’m in the dark::~

Drowned in the wails of my aching heart::~

I just want to be rescued from this pain::~

I cant do this alone::~

Not when you keep leaving me::~

Its scary really::~

To know what the future holds::~

Promises made were meant to heal::~

Faith is restored::~

Yet its tiring::~

I don’t know whether I have the stamina to hold on::~

Give me something to cherish::~

Give me something for Hope::~

Everlasting love is possible::~

Preserving its pure form is the tough part::~

It’s being tainted::~

by sadness::~

and worse still::~

Distance of the heart::~

I really do::~

I want to stop feeling that pain in my heart::~
I want it to stop hurting so much::~

Promise me I'll heal::~
Promise me it'll go away::~
Like a bad dream::~


I just want to stop crying::~
Please::~

Unconditional Love, anyone~???

Feeling insecure lately::~
Hmmm::~
Must be the stress::~
Paranoia sucks::~
Went through it once::~
and now it's happening again::~
*sigh*
Gosh::~
I'm so tired::~
Give me a break, will you~???