Tuesday, June 26, 2007

One step forward or two steps back~??

Yes::~
I'm havin' a dilemma::~
Had a late night chat again wid my love in Johor::~
Started wid an argument bout whether I shud go to Cheer 2007::~
told him it wuz da last time Chyi's gonna get to watch Cheer wid me::~
Cuz I' goin' to Aus next year::~
He got all upset bout me going to Aus::~
I want to be with him~!!
but all that motivational talk which I get froms my parents, teachers and frends have gotten into my head::~
so...
Pursuing my future is my 1st priority::~
I love him::~
and if his love for me is strong enough,
I'm hoping he'll wait for me::~
Cuz I would::~
but he has dis image of me which i dun like::~
he thinks I won't be loyal::~
& that just broke my heart::~
Well,
I'll just have to prove my love to him somore::~
now, i'm just worried to agree to him::~
Cuz I dun wanna prove my love to him that way::~
I dun wanna be like just any other gal::~
and I'm worried about how he'll think of me in the future::~
*sigh*

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