I'm so Thankful::~

I cried in my bathroom today::~
I wasn't sad though::~
I would say it was a mixture of happiness and guilt::~
But it was a turning point for me::~
The things I craved for are no longer my goals::~
It's the things I have::~
The things I didn't use to treasure::~
The things which might be taken away from me::~
To be with God::~
The things I cannot have with me, forever, in the future::~
The gift an intervention of someone's life with mine::~
To be loved unconditionally::~
Memories may leave their mark::~
But the hard fact is that::~
No one lives forever to love me, forever::~
I cried for that::~
I cried because I was thankful that I still have it now::~
I cried because I was feeling guilty when I didn't treasure it::~
I thought my actions were enough::~
But they weren't::~
But I'm not too late::~
It's never too late to tell and show to those you love, that you love them::~
To be able to send out the msg::~
That we're not alone::~
That we're held together by a bond::~
That feeling of being important to someone in your life::~
That feeling when you make someone you love happy::~
That feeling of security that someone is watching over you no matter what happens::~
That feeling of still being loved::~
Even if you're being the most irritating, bothersome or hurtful person::~
There is always some, soul out there::~
Making sure you're safe and happy::~
Whether it is your lover
Your parents::~
Your grandparents::~
Your siblings::~
Your best friend::~
Or your friends::~
I cried because I'm thankful::~
That I have them to watch over me::~
And love me, no matter what::~
As I would to them::~
I cried because God hasn't taken them away from me::~
Only He has the Power capable to do so::~
Because I know that with the rest of my life::~
I will treasure those dear to me::~
As much as I will myself to::~
As much as I'm capable of::~
And maybe even more::~

I love you guys::~
and thanks so much::~